How much do I love that Counting Crows album? Everybody who was in college in the 90s must love it...I think you were issued it upon entrance. But it's sort of how things are going. I have eight minutes left of Elmo so I must type fast.
I didn't know that I would miss working so much only a week after I've been done. I miss preparing for Sundays although I complain about it almost every Sunday...I miss writing a sermon and showing up to preach. Ugh. As I've already discovered several times in my life, grief sucks.
Things are going better with my kids though, at least for the moment. I think I'm out of crisis mode and on to the working on grief mode. I'm finding some productive things to do with my "learning experience" to help other developers/redevelopers not make the same mistakes, or at least, make them in an educated manner or something. So I'm not so snappy at them, and it helps that my daughter is transitioning from three to four, and is (oh, please God!) on the better side of things for a while, not protesting everything, not so, erm, SCREAMY. But we all do better when I'm not anxious and edgy, of course.
So I'm in the process of figuring out how to fill my days. I'm doing some worship consulting, which I love, I'm supply preaching some, I'm going to crunchy-mama playgroups as much as possible. It's still suffocatingly hot here, even more so than usual, but we're managing.
Whoops, Elmo is up, so I will return to blog another day!
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HAHAHAHAHA!!!! you're crackin me up Elaine. If I ever get to a meeting, um, maybe I can do something?
Praying for you as you walk thru this time.
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